Still searching.
Just finished watching the whole movie of camp rock on youtube. I thought it was such a cliche movie at first. Something like HSM and Raise Your Voice. You know, there’s always the bad girl and the good guy and the innocent girl.
But what I love about this movie is the romantic scenes on Shane Gray (Joe Jonas) and Michie (Demi Lovato). The scene where he was playing the guitar and singing to her was really.. WOW.. I felt it and when they sang together during the Final Jam. I realize, that is what I’ve always wanted.
I want to be with the guy who will do the same and the moment I feel it. I’ll know he’s the one.
So I’ll wait till you appear in my life. You’re somewhere out there. I know.
Till then, I’ll keep searching.
I’m growing up.
I will be using this wordpress account from now on. Reason?
It’s time for a change. Time for me to face the past and live with the present. I’ve imported post from my old blog since 2006. 2 years since and so many things have changed. 2 years ago I was getting ready to sit for PMR, 2 years later (now) I’m gonna be sitting for SPM soon. Then high school over, bla bla bla. You get the picture.
Anyway, as I was saying, SO MANY things have changed. The boyfriends, the classmates, the family, the results, myself? Yeah, the boyfriends. How many since? 3? Hmm, it’s doesn’t seem as bad as it sounds. 1st boyfriend lasted 2 years, 2nd lasted 1 year and the recent one lasted… 4 months? =/ Okay, the last one was a disaster. Guess you just wouldn’t know how it’ll be until you actually get urself involved in it. Am really born to be a loner laaa. Plus, i’m gaining weight like nobody’s business. This is baaadddddd 
Okay, am determined to lose weight starting from…. TODAY! lol. Anywoots, not important.
So, growing up.. hmm.. am definitely doing so la. 4 more months and the usual daily routine would no longer be a routine. If I think things have changed so much since 2 years ago, wait until next year comes.
4 more months, I can’t wait for it to actually come..
..and end all this misery.
or will it ever end?
This is the story of a girl waking up from her fairytale world.
Desire.
I wanna gooooooooooooo! But it’s on the 29th of August. Trials starting on the 1st of September…….. how laaaaaaaa!
Anybody else going?
guilty pleasure man.
Cheerleading Competition 2008!
Us CBNers went in FULL FORCE to support our Xavier & Adele team and though we weren’t all synchronize in terms of what we wore but when it comes to screaming our lungs out for support, we won HANDS DOWN! =P
Xavier team won 5th place & the CBNers won BEST SUPPORTERS!
Wee~ 
Woke up late morning and got ready to take train allllllll the way to Bukit Jalil. it’s like from one end to another. From Kelana Jaya to Masjid Jamek, then from Masjid Jamek to Bukit Jalil. pff..
My BIGGGGG ribbon. mom insist on me tying the ribbon coz she said HAVE TO SHOW UR SUPPORT OKAYYY..
Sueieeee
Arrived at the stadium more than an hour later @.@ then huey helped everyone to put on eyeliner! LOL =P
Babybriiii
My Fantastic 5!
5, 4, 3, 2, 1 =P
omg i love them so much can?! )))
Our photographer, yee siewwwww =D lol damn funny la this girl. ohh, at the back is Chee Hoe & Mey Ling. right yee?!
Andre & Wayne! lol.. ganggu-ing people take pic.
elaineeeeeeeeee
Me, Andre, Wayne, Bridget. the greeeeeen supporters!
Fooooo came too! but he was dressed neutraly =P
Bri’s haney came dressed in GREEN!!!! but but.. when shirtliff won he cheered so loud I wanted to slap him XD
lol, eyeliner does wonder.
Ade has got fringe… again! =D
lol, i camwhore alot with Sue okay coz she sat beside me.
This is Liannie she wore almost the same as me. 2 layer of spagetthi strap.
Rachel Yap Hooi Yee! Bri’s biological sister.
P/S: Yee has graduated from a black ribbon to a WHITE ribbon. If you know what I mean =P AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU YEE!!! FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINALLY! hahahahahahhaha you know you love me yee =P
Seri Hartamas’ IU Day
Well, their IU Day was… well.. erm.. long? I mean.. I felt it was abit draggy la.. too many bands performances. Best part of the IU was the Dancefloor session.. but the DJ’s song choice was erm.. abit.. not my cup of tea. lol.
but anyway.. okayla I guess. Atmosphere was great.
So neway I went to Lian’s house in the morning and I followed her to her dance classes; ballet & tap =) Liannie here is such a great dancer and man I tell you, tap is sooooo interesting!me likeee 
at about 3pm, Ryan took a taxi from his house to Lian’s house to pick us up then to KBU college in the same taxi. LOLOL! financial crisis @.@ met up with Suk Yen, Nishreen & Mira there. Ohh! and the Victorians. Kingsley, Hazim, Anwarrrr =) Yes yes, not forgetting my church mates from SIBKL =) Marciaaaaa~ & Sharonnnnnn
Youuuu light uppppp myyyyyy lifeeeeee =)
we took pictures with the candles coz they dim the lights. lol.
Relationships.
Ian Gor is in Malaysiaaaa! As in Jie’s boyfriend. lol. He’s such a great guy. Reminds me whole lot of Wei Kwang, his habit and all i.e. cannot take spicy food and ordering the same dish he ordered in Dragon-i. Anyway, yeah, I do sort of miss him.. wei kwang I mean.. but I guess when I think of the reasons why I decided to break up with him in the first place, I make sense. He is not what I think I’m looking for and I just got to move on. I should remind myself that I am really mentally weak to have a boyfriend or be in a relationship now. I can NOT jump in to a relationship now. Too many consequences. I don’t really know what’s my problem actually. The thing with him is I feel I’m more matured than he do. Is that right? I really really need someone who can take care of me sometimes. Not only me doing that. I am not a “superwoman” you see. Sigh.
Well, maybe things might work out when we’re older? but I really am not ready to be in a relationship and will most probably stay in singlehood for quite sometime. At least for the rest of the year. Mind you, it’s only July.. but I have got sooo many things in mind. SPM, what to study after SPM? , driving license and a whole lot of etc etc etc etc.
That’s right! I’m not ready to commit yet. I mean, I had a strong commitment towards my relationship the last time but right now, it’s not my priority anymore. Besides, why would I wanna be with him, when he himself isn’t even allow to have a girlfriend? How does he want me to commit to that? Nahh, I’m not ready anyway.
“Perhaps I’m born to be a loner,” quote Darren.
SIGH. That makes the 2 of us Darren.. that makes the two of us.. =(
She’s back!
THE SISTER IS BACK! (:
along with my white esprit dress! ngehehehe!
She arrived in the morning, hence, my absence in school (chehwah alasan byk) and we went to cut hair at Sg. Wang together gether later on! wee~
before the haircut.
Afterrrr. got diff okay my hair.. it’s so much shorter, less layer and the FRINGE!!! =D the sister permed her hair @.@
yes, we don’t look alike at all. i know. =P
seee my fringeee! heeee =)
We had dinner at Bangsar with our parents (:
I miss her loads can?!
k, i’m out. dead tired and there’s school tmr! boohoo
She’s back!
THE SISTER IS BACK! (:
along with my white esprit dress! ngehehehe!
She arrived in the morning, hence, my absence in school (chehwah alasan byk) and we went to cut hair at Sg. Wang together gether later on! wee~
before the haircut.
Afterrrr. got diff okay my hair.. it’s so much shorter, less layer and the FRINGE!!! =D the sister permed her hair @.@
yes, we don’t look alike at all. i know. =P
seee my fringeee! heeee =)
We had dinner at Bangsar with our parents (:
I miss her loads can?!
k, i’m out. dead tired and there’s school tmr! boohoo
Seri Hartamas IU Day Flyer!
Okay.. Reasons why you should go:
1. They’ll be having it at KBU college hall, therefore the place will be air-conditioned.. thus you won’t need to complain EHHHHH HOTTT LAAA WEEEYYYY =P
2. It’s from 4pm – 8pm… ahh.. perfect romantic evening which goes very very well with the theme..
3. It’s for charity laaaaa : ) all the more you should go… right right?! come on laaa.. 15 bucks to save a life! why not?
and last but not least………………
*jeng jeng jeng*
4. OPEN DANCE FLOOR!!! (BRIIIIIIIIIII!!!! HTW!!!! XD XD XD)
So if you enjoyed Desa Perdana’s IU Day and Damansara Utama’s IU Day (I heard they had open dance floor as well)… COME COME COME!!
it’s this saturday! wokeh?
Since 2004.
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AHHHHHH!! It’s the letter I wrote to him 5 years back! Back when we were in form1 during christmas and he kept it okayyyyy =) How many guys would actually do that…
I was thissssssss close to tears okay. It’s like a flash to the past. How time flies huh? In less than 4 months, high school official ends. I CAN’T WAIT. but I know I am gonna miss all these people there. Everyone will go their seperate ways.. =( BUT STILL! I can’t wait to not study EST anymore =P can’t wait to get out of school and to not wear our VERY SEXY uniform *eyeroll* Anyway, point is.. I don’t know when will I be seeing this Brian Lau edi once school ends.
Don’t go Singapore so fast k, sayang! : ) we must have endless yumcha sessions before you do!
and one thing that I am so grateful and happy of is that..
no matter howwwww many girls have come and go in your life,
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I am the one who have stayed for 5 long years! : )
